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    October 18

    Trying is the 1st Step Towards Failure

     

    下星期就要考雅思了,三个月以来除了实习就忙这个,且不论准备充分与否,

    至少又是大堆大堆时间花上去的一次考试,因此再过24乘以7个小时我就要

    沮丧或兴奋了,我想这次要考到三个月前定下的目标不太可能,就像当年谭

    裘龄在电话里听我说为了物理竞赛连暑假作业都没做时说的一样:王心磊你

    还是要好好准备高考的呀,你不是走这条路的。

     

    自从物理竞赛以后我再也不会花一整个月一整个月的时间专做一件事了,这

    样做确实很不值。物理是我喜欢的,不要动力的,雅思是我挖空心思找到一

    点好处才为之花下大量精力的。不过既然如此,我就更不可能催眠自己像搞

    物理竞赛那样复习雅思。现在的水平,听力和阅读勉强可以拿8分,稍一不

    慎连7.5都危险,作文勉强拿7分,口试心里一点都没底。物理竞赛的时候我

    的一切准备都完美到极点,除了那个“不是走这条路的”的本性;考雅思的

    时候我应该会感到准备不足,尤其是打瞌睡,不是因为睡眠,而可能是饮食

    偏的原因;注意力不集中是老问题了,现在虽然练过,却仍然很没感觉;

    而且现在一旦离开雅思,焦虑感就开始累积,这种心态......总之,按现在的

    状态要达到目标,不太可能。

     

    好像是从初二暑假开始就养成了每次去书店都往托福雅思这种地方转转的习

    惯,那么多年下来也实在有不少人祝我“将来考试成功”,甚至按他们的方

    式帮助我,虽然那些时候我从没有深入准备过雅思。

     

    一直没想明白的是为什么我要寻找考好雅思的动力——没记错的话,去年离

    开数学助教时说是为了考雅思,现在想起来真不应该走,那些学生还认认真

    真在分别前告诉我哪个电视节目对练听力很有帮助,哪里又对练口语有好处

    ;还有大一暑假在昂立英语一道上课的小朋友皮皮亦零小社;在安利工作的

    妈妈生病的小朋友;中信的老师;还有曾经祝我考好的初高中同学,

     

    好,应该是因为你们,我还算认真地'Trying'了一段时间。

     

       

     

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    gaoX 高wrote:
    一直都看好你的
    Nov. 12
    Teddy Liwrote:
    小伙子!NB!
    Oct. 20
    心磊 王wrote:
    为将来两年内潜在的出国机会做准备,顺便用来证明一下实力。你也考过?考怎样?
    Oct. 18
    一骏 王wrote:
    多做做阅读吧,不难的,口语考前多和别人练习一下~准备一下Topic~~6.5左右应该没问题~~~~话说你准备考IELTS干啥么?
    还有一句话:不要轻易否定自己,没人是注定不能走某条路的。
    Oct. 18

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